Jobs, Where?????

I've applied for almost every job I've seen come open, I've had three interviews and no luck yet, I'm still being patient, but it's hard, everyone is looking for jobs and they are just not avaliable, somethings got to come through soon.

Settled in to our new place.

We'll It's been a few weeks since my last post. I'm sorry. Life has been a bit hectic, but I'm doing good. I've been on the job search, seriously apply everywhere. Things became a little complicated with working with family and hours were cut down to 6 hrs a week. It was just better than I stopped working and now my new job is Looking for a new JOB! The boys are enjoying their summer. I take them swimming nearly everyday. I've been going out alot with friends and making alot of new friends. I never knew how Divorce would effect me and all this time I was trying to avoid it. I feel a big weight has been lifted in ways and in other ways I feel the pressure of being an offical single Mom, just dealing with everyday struggles. I'm just taking one day at a time and know that things will and are going to be ok. I'm greatful for such great people in my life. I have the best friends and I love them so much! The boys are doing good. We are still adjusting into our apartment life, the boys have met some friends that live near us and we play with them at the pool. I would love to post some pictures but I've not had the chance to take any.

What has happened lately?

We'll to make a long story Short, Steve came home from Korea on this mid tour and decided to file for Divorce. I was hoping that when he came home we could have mended some mis-understandings but he had already made up his mind.
It was of course heart breaking for us. I'm still trying to make since of the situation. I know I must be strong and continue to tell the boys their Dad loves them, but they do feel bad about it. The boys and I have moved into a nice Apartment to start a new life for ourselves. I've been busy with the move, and getting the kids settled and starting to register them for their schools and keep up a postive attitude for them and myself. It's not easy though. I know I am being watched over and there is a great peace that has been with me, though the pain and loss is sometimes unbearable. I'm sorting through those feelings you go through when something this drastic happens. I'm doing good though. We dropped off Steve to the Airport on the 9th and the kids seem to have settled down and we can resume our transition back to it just being the 4 of us. Now that's it's become a perminant situation and not a temporary one. I have to be Strong so that is what I'm doing. Thanks for all your prayers. I'm so glad I have great friends and family to help me during this difficult time.

HAPPY 4th of JULY!!!!

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