Sunday, January 4, 2009

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS

I don't have any specific goals I want to achieve this year, but I have alot of things I'm working on all at the same time. The biggest thing I'd like to do is be more positive in every day life. I want to laugh more and I'd like to be more patient with the kids & read to them more, run another 5k by July and lose about 40 more lbs. I would like to be a better wife to my dear husband, I want him to know how much I love him and I always will love him. I guess it's difficult to express all my feelings to my husband since he's so far away and the communication is so minimal right now. I've found myself at times in a dark cloud, just trying to find my way in this darkness. I've been feeling quiet alone at times and the loneliness comes and goes. This distance has been much harder than I thought it would be. I mean we've dont Iraq 2 times before, but I guess this just seems so much more difficult, but I really think we'll pull through this stronger than before.
Steve had a long weekend off, I was able to talk to him but our connection was very chopping, he said he went exploring around with some friends in his shop and was able to do some late Christmas shopping for us. He tried Kemchi (Korean Dish) he said it's not as bad as everyone makes it seem, but it's not exactly the best either. He's moving into his apartment by Thursday, he's just waiting for another Airman to move out of the place. He seems to be doing well and enjoying his time though this has been a big adjustment for him as well. Talk about Culture Shock!

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