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Kylor starting 2nd Grade
Orion first day of school

Swing'n Quinn

What a Day!

Life will happen so let it happen, this is what happened today. I was almost ticketed for speeding on my way to my soccer game I was going 84 in a 65, good thing I have a good record thats the reason why I got out of it. What a blessing! I have been doing alot of thinking about my life and music is helping me see where I'm headed. Orion woke up with a severe ear ache I took him to the Dr. and he's got Swimmers Ear, yuckky! poor guy he's in alot of pain, he has meds now though so much better. I took the boys to the park and we fed the ducks, they had a good time, Orion played but he was exhausted when we were done there. I thought we would spend some quality family time together, earlier this week, Kylor had a bad day so I spent that night writing love notes to each of the boys. I really love them so much, I'm juggling alot with them, but I so love them, it's the fog that sometimes makes it hard, but then I re-focus and then I'm good for another week. The Fog I referred to is everything I need to do. I'm just trying to be super Mom somedays so I need to take it easy I know...But Mom's work never complete when you see all that needs to get done...LOL!!!

Kylor Starts 2nd grade!

Back to school we go. Kylor is back to school now, He was so excited to go. I dropped him off and I saw my good friend Lynn there and come to find out her son Kanalu is in the same class and Ky and him sit right next to each other. I was so happy to see her and the fact that our kids are in the same class makes it so awesome! It's so exciting to have a new school year start and see Kylor growing up so fast! He's such a good boy!

I have a Job now what?

Wow have not posted for a while. Life has but so crazy, I thought it was crazy before, boy was I wrong!!!! I got a job collections, I know lovely, but it's income, I need money more than anything right now, My other wants are on hold until I can figure out this single Mom stuff. My new stress is dealing with 3 different schedules now that school is about to start again. Kylor is excited to Start school he gets to ride the bus and Orion starts head Start on the 9th of September. Quinn is starting to talk he said baby today and he said stop that yesterday, he's learning to say lots of new things each day. I can't beleive how much life has changed for me. I love my boys so much, they are growing so fast and I know the recent changes have been hard on them, I'm exhausted and worn out all the time, but somehow I have the strength to keep on going, I have no idea how I'm managing it all. I've been keeping busy in my social life and it's great but I think I may need to slow it down a bit, sometimes too much fun can be overwhelming, I enjoy the quiet week nights though that's for sure, the weekends are a different story. I'm still taking one day at a time and trying to fugure it all out. It's going to take alot of time!!!!!!

Jobs, Where?????

I've applied for almost every job I've seen come open, I've had three interviews and no luck yet, I'm still being patient, but it's hard, everyone is looking for jobs and they are just not avaliable, somethings got to come through soon.

Settled in to our new place.

We'll It's been a few weeks since my last post. I'm sorry. Life has been a bit hectic, but I'm doing good. I've been on the job search, seriously apply everywhere. Things became a little complicated with working with family and hours were cut down to 6 hrs a week. It was just better than I stopped working and now my new job is Looking for a new JOB! The boys are enjoying their summer. I take them swimming nearly everyday. I've been going out alot with friends and making alot of new friends. I never knew how Divorce would effect me and all this time I was trying to avoid it. I feel a big weight has been lifted in ways and in other ways I feel the pressure of being an offical single Mom, just dealing with everyday struggles. I'm just taking one day at a time and know that things will and are going to be ok. I'm greatful for such great people in my life. I have the best friends and I love them so much! The boys are doing good. We are still adjusting into our apartment life, the boys have met some friends that live near us and we play with them at the pool. I would love to post some pictures but I've not had the chance to take any.