magnitude of the move sinking in...

Today we got about 7 of the 30 boxes mailed off that we are sending. We can home and packed up more to ship out later this week. I have a lot coming too me this year (we all do), alot of moments where I will think "What in the Heck were we thinking!" I told Steve that I know when I get there (Utah) and see all the things that need to be done I'll get frustrated and depressed and probably cry, then the next day "I'll get to work" ... I've got aot on my plate, I've always been a very determined woman and I know how to get things done, but this year is not going to be easy. Those first months are challenging in any move, but with this one, I'm moving without Steve, living with family, painting the boys room and taking on a few other things like choosing, preschools, Ky's school, baby sitters for Quinn and a part-time job etc, plus not only helping myself adjust, but assuring the boys that everything will be ok and see that they are adjusting too to these changes..I'm going to be very sad to Leave my Love here and start our new temporary life in Utah without him. Thus there are exciting things too about this change. We got a new car, we get to celebrate the holidays around the family, pay off some bills, let the boys know what America is like, and get to have the kids get to know their cousins again...etc. All I'm saying is that as the time comes closer to us flying out, I'm getting a bit more nervous about the changes...I guess that's to be expected